Sometimes

Sometimes I sit by  my window
head resting  against the sill
looking at the blank outside
rummaging the void within

Sometimes I just walk away
running off the normal day
and in those moments a few
I find myself thinking about you


Sometimes I just talk to myself
debating and discussing in silence
the things to say,the things to do
if ever I stay sober in front of you

Sometimes I picture you with me
walking down the road together
you rest you head on my heart
I have held you close by my side

Sometimes I forget who I am
lost everytime I see you smiling
your casual brushing your hair aside
makes me smile blankly everytime

Sometimes I wish all this was real
Us holding hands,you smiling at me
I wish you could see through me
come to me and be mine truly